Extreme Love

Extreme love…… Is it a good thing? That so depends… Sometimes it feels like a mirage, constantly leading to emptiness. Sometimes it is the oasis. Extreme love takes you to great heights…….. then takes everything out of you. You think you can choose…? Sunshine in the Spring!

Humility

Humility is good. It’s introspection, calmness, wisdom, sensitivity,kindness, and so much more. I have so far to go, I don’t like situations where I feel inadequate or where my pride is hurt but I have learned a lot from those kinds of situations. Humility is like a martial art in some ways, simply applied in…

Friend

Friend? You call me a friend? I call you a friend? I do things for you, you have no time for me other than when you are getting me to do things for you. Friend? I provide whatever you ask and ask nothing in return. Friend?

Architecture

One of my favorite professions is architecture. Who doesn’t love the idea of designing a home to suit your own unique style? I used to doodle and draw blueprints for homes while I was in classes. I still love to use my imagination in thinking about the perfect house and home. I have been in…

A Long, long Road

My life seems to be about correcting mistakes at this point. I’m actually glad to be aware of my mistake. I didn’t see things that I now see. I value things that I didn’t even know we’re things to value. I see people’s intentions and their motivations even when they don’t. It’s sad a lot…

One Victory, One More Hurdle

Reaching a goal, beating the odds, success, achieving a dream sometimes brings the big monsters of self sabotage, fear, doubt, mistakes, and what seems like bad luck snapping like a dragon trying to snatch happiness and rewards away. Keep putting out the fires, keep moving in the direction you want. Focus on where you want…