Growing Everyday

What kind of things have I learned from adversity in my life? That being right isn’t as important as love. I had no way to feel better when my husband died. Some people blamed me for being a difficult wife, some of his family and their friends happily blamed me. I have had to lookContinue reading “Growing Everyday”

Learning: A Long Road Forward

Learning That was the beginning of what I call being completely dissassembled. What I thought of myself, how I reacted, how I related to people, how I stood up for myself, these things were about to be torn apart, almost to the point of me becoming completely helpless to defend myself from being preyed onContinue reading “Learning: A Long Road Forward”

Poem: The Storm in Ann

Crashing, loud, fiery, fighting against nothing. Fleeting moments of clarity, victory brilliance. Flares burning, flawlessly in the sky Chronic pain like a cigarette burning, Open the door, eyes looking in, An optimist with no hope, crowned the queen of underdogs. My skin, my saddle, my mind, my rider. What riddle must I solve to avoidContinue reading “Poem: The Storm in Ann”

Broken Heart Guided

So where does my story really begin. Why am I sharing it? Where is it going? My story begins on March 16th 1997 Yes, it’s hard to go back there, but it’s the beginning of my introspective journey to recover from the suicide of my husband. It’s been 12 years and I can finally thinkContinue reading “Broken Heart Guided”

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